so stressed
only 30 days left and we still dont have a place to move into. been saving money by cooking dinner and eating leftovers for the past month instead of buying lunch so most of my free time has dwindled down to enough time to watch an episode of futurama before i have to go to sleep and start it all up again. once we move and have a place i think it will get better. I just wish I didn’t have to worry about it. Bunch of other shit going on too just don’t have the energy or time to discuss. I feel like no one would understand. I’ve been feeling especially jaded lately.
But giving up is not an option. I’ve been going and going for the past 4 years with just one vacation thrown in there. It’s only natural for me to start wearing down. I’m worse every year. Just need to make it until we move then I can recoup again…. I don’t even know if this makes sense to other people but I really don’t mind. I just need to get it off my chest so I can concentrate on something other than how worried I am. Make it all go away now please k thx bai.
